I bought new shoes. My husband took over the morning shift, I went and sent off our wedding thank you cards, just under the etiquette limit of 1 year! had a Starbucks, changed some clothes and bought new satin wedge sparkly shoes!
They really cheered me up, as did the 3.5 hours of peace. N and the husband get on so well, the husband soothes him so much. N started gurgling and cooing, it's very cute. He also slept for 6.5 hours last night, it was bliss, we've had a messed up day feed wise so I know he'll be up in the middle of the night tonight.
Noone talks about the emotions and despair of the first few weeks, people talk about the depression, but what about the people who just feel down, overwhelmed and slightly resentful about losing their old lifestyle. It's not bad to feel like that, you are basically mourning a relationship, it takes a good while to transition from your old life to your new brand spanking new life.
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